Friday, July 15, 2011 ★ 3:09 PM Suicide Ever think about on committing suicide? I did... Twice~ 1st time was my never-started 1st love.. Silly huh...? 2nd time was NOW! (It's connected to the 1st time incident... Read my previous entry to understand more..) I had planned a lot of think to do after my SPM is over... But.... It's all over! Not the SPM, I mean my plans! It's all ruined! I planned to meet my love one, to get my driving license, to have fun, to do part-time job... But it's all OVER! All blame that FUCKING STUPID national service... The national service only give an allowance of RM450 for THREE MONTHS! I CAN earn WAY MORE than that in THREE MONTHS by doing part time job... DAMN IT!! Plus, I don't have to go BALD, to get my skin burn, and eventually to KILL myself! The national service is nothing but disaster! I fucking hate it! I can't even think of any good by going there... It's like living in a jail... Like a prisoner! No facebook, no handphone, no freedom.... I don't know if I will live long enough to go there.. Because now I'm only thinking about the best way to commit suicide... But I don't know if I have the will to do it... I'm sorry... Pray for me k? I love you all.. :'(

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