Love-phobic..
I had that disease...
I get it after the "?" siblings rejects me..
OUCH! That's sooooo fucking hurts..
It kills me for a week..
Then I was 'reborn' with this disease...
That disease change me a lot...
I keep reminding myself that the girls rejects me because I'm ugly..
Since then, I don't have the strength to love anymore..
I'm terrified to any rejection..
Even if I was in a relationship, my relationship won't last long...
The longest last for 2 weeks... And I'm the one who broke the relationship..
I just don't dare to love anyone yet..
My wound haven't completely heal..
Even till now...
Although I still have a crush on people, but I will never love them...
I always admire the good looking guy... And the rich one..
I always dream of becoming them..
Love by everyone.. Never been rejected..
How perfect their life would be...
But I will never became them..
Once ugly, forever ugly...
I can't change the fate... I was born ugly..
